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Altered Weapon, Redux. (or "How I am learning to love myself, and you can too."

I always thought that I could be someone great. Whether it be a famous actor, millionaire, business mogul, or anything else. The sky was the limit. Ability was never the issue. I have ability for days. I'm sure you feel the same way. There is nothing that we cannot do, no mountain we cannot climb, no obstacle that we cannot overcome. But that isn't the truth. That is far from it.
The truth is that I am lost. Unhappy, unsatisfied, and searching for meaning, I've never been given direction, never been coached, never had someone take the time to invest in my ability. This sucks. If you are feeling the same way, I am so sorry. That is painful. That is the world we live in. But what can we do about it? What can I do?
We can share our knowledge. We can give what we have not received. Advice. There are people out there who are in our shoes, only younger. The combined knowledge we have has the possibility of changing a person's life. It can make them successful. It can save them from heartache. It can make a difference. I can make a difference. We can make a difference.
For the next iteration of AlteredWeapon.com I will write articles that will impart some of my wisdom (or lack thereof), and hopefully provide help or respite to someone out there. My hope is that I can take the weapon we have, our minds, and change them to the better, or alter them. Hence the name Altered Weapon.
If you have have a writing that can help others and want it published, please send me a message. The email address is the name of the website, minus the dot com, and add an @gmail.com. It won't pay, unless it makes money.
Have fun, do the right thing, and remember that you are amazing!

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